:( But I do have a great excuse. We were gone most of the day exploring the southern part of the state. It seems Ken has an opportunity to apply for a job down there. Its kind of a great job. The company is kind of a big deal.
BUT... I am at a crossroads
I miss home. My family is there (well most of them anyway) and my friends are there. They're kind of great too. And kind of a big deal in my life.
I want Ken to have a great job. I want him to work for a great company. But I want to be able to hop in the car and have dinner with my sister if I feel like. And I do feel like it today.
I was up for hours last night... thinking and praying. And then thinking and praying some more. I just dont know what I want to do. I am trying to be the loving supportive wife, but I also have things I need in my life and my family is one of those things.
We are going to go home for the weekend.... I have some things I need to get taken care of for us and the kids (drs appts for records, etc...and some boring other stuff) and then the kids and I plan on staying there for a few weeks with family. They need me. I need them. Thats just what we do.
I have already spent a great deal of time praying over my crossroads and I'm sure I'll be doing plenty more. If you read this, could you all (or could you both, LOL) say a little prayer for me and my family that we are lead in the right direction. One that is great for our family. That brings happiness and great joy to our life together? I thought so!
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